This is how I feel. I feel I´m all different images, combined but separate, blurry and askew. On wednesday we took our last farewell of Nicolas. It was a beautiful funeral. The ceremony was held without any spiritual or religious referrings, as I ( and all of us who loved him) know that Nicolas was an atheist. I feel the ceremony showed enormous respect to a fantastic loved cherished unique multi-talented person. I´ve never before met a person who with confidence plays piano prima vista. This song was played. Today it is raining. It clears the air. I´m meeting my friends at a café soon.